I just had the most incredible healing session with my best friend Kylie Ryan who just so happens to be the most epic of mindset coaches
I’ve heard her spoken about as NLP Royalty lol by a master hype man but she’s SO much more magical than that.
Amongst many other things that have been coming up for me lately is ensuring I stay purposeful and passionate about my mission, without getting caught up in the whirlpool of the “should’s” the must-do’s and the day-day chaos.
You don’t have to be a triplet mum to know what that’s like.
One thing that I realise I do in order to keep me grounded and safe – is that I am constantly “mismatching” – I’m constantly looking for incongruence in things…. but it’s my own prison and glass ceiling.
It dims my brilliance and stops me from being all that I can be.
My subconscious is constantly going through 2 filters is this RIGHT or WRONG?
And the meanings I’m constantly trying to diagnose is “Am I SAFE?” and “Am I GOOD?”
It’s a short cut that my inner child is using to protect me because it’s what she THINKS will bring me love, joy and appreciation (convoluted I know, but it’s all mapped out very clearly when you track it back thought by thought with positive psychology processes and Kylie’s guidance)
It brought me back to a pivotal moment in my childhood where I was a victim of a heinous act from a perverted adult mind ….
I thanked God for my life in that moment…
But, my 11 yo brain, who had been deeply conditioned by many generations of mothers and fathers who wanted to keep their children safe ….
My 11 yo self who had marinated in the womb of my mother, and my mothers mother in the societal message that says ….
“When men display sexual deviance …. women are responsible for changing their behaviours but men are not.”
My darling little 11 yo brain came to the conclusion that “I am only ever one simple, innocuous but WRONG decision away from being raped and murdered.”
AND that in order to make meaning of this event I decided I had to be an advocate for all other girls and women who may find themselves in the same threatened and disempowered position.
And whilst I’ve certainly played out the warrior who stands for women and I’ve done a lot of work to release that belief myself on many different levels … it still affects my decision making process subconsciously today.
I find as an adult I overly lean into strategy and structure, and outsource my responsibility to the people and the mentors who are more convicted in their authority that THEIR way is THE RIGHT way ….
Without really acknowledging that it may not be the RIGHT way for me…..
My inner child is so paralysed that I might make the WRONG choice …
I get lost in the “will this work” “won’t this work” and “Am I good?” or “Am I not” …. it’s like 2 doors side by side like in the corridor in the matrix where each door just keeps on opening onto the other one.
In our session I was able to connect into this photo and realise, that whilst a flower has the genetic material to know how to grow, it only needs the power of the elements to bloom.
There’s not a set design a flower must fulfil, except to grow and flourish, in its own unique way.
There is no right or wrong way to flower.
The 3 beautiful souls and Divine gifts in my belly here, did not require my conscious thought and strategy to grow their gorgeous little bodies and channel in their consciousness into the Earthly plane.
The Divine did not check in with me to see if I had any questions or queries or if my concerns, and self doubts were valid.
The thing that jumps out at me here is that I have been discounting the Universal power that aligns when you bloom unapologetically, and allow others to do the same.
There’s no specific structure or single strategy that can replicate this divine manifestation and invocation of your soul gifts.
Be who you truly are.
The right people and circumstances are always lining up to find the synchronicity in your vibrational alignment and theirs.
So the only thing left to do is to anchor in, open up and brace yourself for the wild ride we call life.
Thank you for listening to my Ted talk
For anyone considering working with Bianca – it’s a real privilege to get Bianca’s brain and energy in your business. There’s a real level of detail and depth of mastery to her work that not many people have. The nuances of energy are so important, because if we’re not aligned, we’ll sabotage ourselves and not make the sales we can.
Even teaching mindset myself, I can’t see my on blind spots, and I loved working with Bianca who is really strong in her own work, who didn’t put me on a pedestal but could really hold space for me and keep me accountable. There was a time that I did have massive anxiety because I was trying to be the strong one for everyone else. But nobody was doing that for me and so, I just fell apart after a while. You can be strong and still need support – that’s how we thrive.
The way Bianca has amalgamated everything is just an incredible, magical process, it was really intriguing for me. The breakthroughs just keep coming – to experience her method, her intuition, it really is the magic of it – she really sees you.
You can move through the stuff, the trauma, without being retraumatised
Every time I work with Bianca I have made more money, I have freed up my life a lot more, I have bought more time back and I’ve deepened my relationships.
What I’ve achieved since is beyond what I had ever imagined. I entered into a new industry and built a multiple 7 figure business in the first 3 months, opened a second office within 6 months and within 1 year we’re at 8 figures.
If you’re thinking about working with Bianca I 200% recommend it.
I was looking for somebody who encouraged me to charge my worth, believe in that work and not be afraid of what I am worth. Many people look at my life and think I had already achieved a lot, but I wanted to expand and grow, and aside from my very supportive husband, I have found it difficult to find people who push me to be better than I am.
Bianca really held me accountable to my vision and helped me branch out from my property software consulting business into coaching. I went from $110/hour sessions to selling over $50,000 in programs within 8 weeks. It was the ease at which it happened that was the best part – I kept accidentally selling people!
12 months after working with Bianca I am booked out 4 weeks in advance. I’m about to hire 12 – 15 staff and I am on a rapid rise to 100k a month. I don’t think I would have gotten here this quickly if it weren’t for Bianca’s support, emotional clearing techniques and big picture questioning. Bianca held me to a higher vision than I had for myself and I’m thrilled with what I’ve achieved
Confidence. Certainty. Courage. Cashflow …
Bianca is the Queen at helping you create all of these (and fast, there’s no f’ing around).
Before working with Bianca I was super stressed and thought it was too hard and I didn’t have time to be successful AND have a healthy life balance. But I was surprised at how quickly the shifts happened. It’s been no coincidence to me that as a result of the new clarity of mind, I’ve actually doubled my business at the same time.